May 04, 2010

catch me, caught me

Chocolate and Coke first thing in the morning. Or sleep early to reduce the waking hours. Or blading and falling down. She does these when this mood hits her.

I like the sleeping bit. But, I need the crying bit.

Senseless crying does not require sense. That shouldn't be new. Sometimes, we just need to cry. Even if it was over nothing.

I disclaimed it as delayed PMS. Maybe it is.

Blog. Write. That's right. That's what I do when this mood hits me. I didn't forget. All this documentation of the moments, and the moods.

Sobby songs are not coming over the airwaves. We are not stirring tea in the kopitiam too. We are miles and miles apart.

The knowledge would indeed be very comforting. Somehow, there is a void without that.

To end off today with senseless wet cheeks. Bring me to a deep abyss of unconsciousness.

Posted by 杏 cy （Jancy） at 23:58